thoughts of the past stabbed me. pangs of pains filled my hollow heart. you.

I am not afraid to cry.

I've been on this road. It's long and broad and I'm alone.

I've walked it without you. For so long now.

Do you remember,

the nights,the lights,the river ?

The waves brushing the shore as gently as the wind stroking my silken hair and your serene gaze locked into mine and burned my heart while penetrating my soul ?

That love of mine,

It was limitless.

"What hurts the most,

Was being so close.

And having so much to say,

And watching you walk away.

And never knowing what could have been.

And not seeing that loving you,

Was all I was trying to do."

This song,

it makes me sad.

What hurts the most ?

Was knowing that I could not live without you,

and letting you walk away.

Tears.

I guess I was being unfair all the time,

But guess what,

I wished otherwise, too.

I thought it was easy to take care of me , I was wrong then.

Why do you even bother taking care of me ?

You know what, I always wished that I can take care of myself also. But guess what, I can.

But I wish that you could, That's what boyfriends do right. Or was I wrong again.

You told me that you can't be happy if you can't take care of me.

I guess you didn't think carefully when you said that.

From now on,

Don't let me bother you.

You are the only one who can hurt me.

And yay, You did.

New Link.

http://glowinggdawn.xanga.com

For dearest Manwai,

(:

Love you guys.

Lover Byes.

HELLO, Due to the amazing lag-ness, I'm not using this site anymore.

Wait till I get a new link, Do check back often till I do though okay :D.

Love you guys.